Wednesday, 23 July 2008
cheers to good life!!! Having friends around makes me feel that im so blessed in this not so good world. fun times, good times, laughs and silly conversations with friends makes up the emptiness and loneliness of being away from someone you love. i feel relaxed and confident everytime im with them. i can be myself. i can be at my worst. i can be cruel, i can be a
bitch, meaning i can say watever i want to say with no hesitations! i can be
as bad as i wanna be. i love them to bits.
The original plan was to go to the filipino barrio fiesta, but unfortunately, it was cancelled for some effin reason. but since, we're all booked to go there na, we decided to "
ok, lets just go there to parrrty and have some fun". it was a
blast! i arrived saturday morning. they were all
ngarag and wasted. hahaha! kc naman friday night palang, rumampa na sila. they were all drunk and didnt sleep at all.
oh my God! look at bru,he's so wasted..hahaha.
love you bru! and c kai, todo pose pa rin. they asked me for some time para maka sleep cla.. but u know me, im
so loud. ndi ko cla pinabayaang matulog! cyempre,
sayang ang time..hahahaAround 12pm we decided to go na and have lunch na at a chinese resto. eat all you can ang drama nmin.. pano ba nmn,
we're all starving. food was nice and tasty.. and the best part?
its affordable!
After lunch, we parted ways.. me, ken and kai went to oxford,
for their boy hunting session.. sila lang ha.. d ako nag boy hunting! i window shopped for something na ndi ko nkita. hahaha. kai and ken went home first, because sobrang pagod na cla. ken, wasnt feeling very well. so, naiwan ako mgisa sa oxford..
imagine, me walking alone at oxford? musta nmn yun? sumakit lng nmn paa ko at nahilo ako kakahanap ng damit for the gimik that night and ang ending.. wala akong nabili! i went home around, 7pm with jane and franz. bought some dinner at mcdo and starbucks. 8pm they started to prepare na for the gimik.. just when everybody's ready na, kabog!
i had an accident! i injured my right wrist because of that fuckin' broken window at the hotel. it was so painful. i cried :( but since, they love me, they helped me naman all night. thanks guys!
Well, kahit injured, i need to go out pa rin.. sayang ang pinunuta sa london :) isa pa, i dont wanna mess their night.
its our night! we went to ON ANON bar at picadilly, the place was ok but the ventilation.. crap! fresh na fresh pagpunta don at paglabas mga basang sisiw na..hahaha! we stayed there for 1 hour cguro and the rest was outside, trafalgar square, photoshooting.. wahahaha!
next day was my last day, it was a sunday. the plan was to go to jeff's house. kai's friend. its his bday. kahit injured go pa rin.. walang choice. last day ko e.. isa pa, bday yun e.. hahaha! i enjoyed naman. they're all nice people. accomodating and well mannered. Thank God for new found friends!
That's it. my weekend at london. fun times, good times and new friends! FRIENDSHIP is the comfort that comes from knowing that even you feel all alone, you are'nt.
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Wednesday, 16 July 2008
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Being a single mom can be very lonely.
After a full day with my son or work,
i find myself alone in the evening with no one to share your high and lows of the day. No one to share getting up in the night when your child wakes with a temperature, no one to go on holiday with and no one to share financial/parental responsibility. It can be tough and most single mums do a fantastic job under the circumstances.
being a single mom,
i need to work to support my kiddo. i always make sure that im always there for him.
i believe that spending quality time is more important than spending quantity time :) now that im on the process of getting my anullment, i dont start turning my son to hate his father. although things didnt work between us, it doesnt mean that i have to restrain him for being a father. he's still jd's dad and that's a fact.
i do take care of my finances now.
Bec being on a financial crisis is the last thing on my mind. Being a single mom is my choice, in the future if ever my son's gonna ask me questions,
i will never hide it from him. but of course, no bad words!
this is the funny part, i know sometimes single moms tend to be overprotective and im
one of them. ok, i will not be over protective of him but please, i dont want to be a grandmom by the age of 40. hahaha
a single mom needs to be both a mother and a father.
i have to play both roles simultaneously.
i pamper him as a mother and i scold him (sometimes) as a father.I love how powerful and competent I feel, knowing I'm doing a very tough job all by myself, completely solo, and that i'm THRIVING. :)
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Monday, 5 May 2008
no work so i decided to clean my messy room. super daming kalat e..since i dont have anything to do..ito, ngpakasipag ako at nging inday for awhile. its such a nice feeling that i've done something worthwhile. d na lng laging nkaharap sa laptop at nka online maghapon. matgal ko ng gustong linisin ung kwarto ko pero ang totoo lagi akong tinatamad dhil mas gusto ko pa mag online kaysa mag linis.im such a lazy cow! sa sobrang messy, i dont really know where to start..hahaha. well, i started with all the letters and i ended up with my closet.while i was cleaning my room, i stopped and contemplate for a while.. i told and asked myself: gosh! ndi ko to gnagawa before ha? i used to have maids to do this for me..and look, now im doing this in the uk. which is a good thing naman for me. now im learning things na ndi ko ngawa before and im proud of myself.while i was cleaning, cyempre d pa rin nkaligtas ung multiply sakin. i was actually multiplying and listening to music while cleaning my room. that's why naicipan ko mag picture-picture while cleaning para may ma post ako sa multiply..hahaha. im so tired!
my dad told me,my sakit ka b anak?hahaha... i told him no, im just in the mood to clean my room..bkt?ayaw mo b?cge ndi ko na tatapusin.. well, now its clean and tidy na..pwede na ulit guluhin.. :) after my cleaning session, i asked my dad to order a kebab for dinner..hahaha. cyempre im mabait and masipag today.. nag order cya ng kebab. thanks papet! love mo ko talaga. visit my multiply for more pics.Labels: life, updates
Wednesday, 2 April 2008
yes, that's my new id and badge from my new nursing agency. i started last 27th of march. its my second job or shud i say second agency. i'm still working for my first agency but this second one is giving me loads of work so i decided to just stick with them for a while and ill take it from there. they have much better rates of pay and obviously, lots of shifts. im booked now until the end of next week which is quite nice and handy esp. now that im depending on my mom's working hours.im planning to still look for another job, not as a nurse but something different.i was thinking of applying at kfc, they need a part time crew from 6:30pm till 11pm, which is again handy for me because dad's off at 6pm so he can look after jd, my son. im not keen on how much they will pay me, because all i want is a part time job, some extra income and shall i say experience as well.. ill update you with this one soon.thats all i can share at the moment. nothing new. im still broke. :D
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ill be updating soon..thank u partner. i miss u na.under construction.Labels: updates
Monday, 10 March 2008
- i've been off from work for a week. only worked last sunday, yesterday i must say. im stuck at home looking after my son, which is in a way a good thing because we spend a lot of time together. my mom started working with the NHS poole hospital, permanently, so i have no choice but to adjust to her time schedule. and at the moment, wala cyang free time. so, i have to stay at home to look after my son. i prolly go to work every tuesday, saturday and sunday longday. for me, its enough na rin. kaysa wala db? my mom cant ask for day off or compromise her time because of me and she's sad about that. because she knows how badly i needed work as of the moment. im sad and ' inggit ' as well with her, she's wearing a poole hospital uniform and she's now safe whatever happens. she's secure. for those pipol who doesnt know, yes im a nurse but i only work for an agency. i dont work for the hospital itself. joining or working with an agency gives me a flexible time to look after my son and go to work. but now that mom's permanent, honestly, i dont really know.
- no work means no money! ouch. its so hard for me, i have a son to look at and if continues like this, well, its not good and its frustrating.
- on the other hand, i had my interview for the job that i applied for. its not a new job. still as a nurse. i just moved agency. at the moment, im just waiting for my CRB. ALL IS DONE WITH THEM. IM READY TO START.
- with regards to love? well, all i can say is that im ok..im fine. :D
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Friday, 15 February 2008
lazy me! been off for four days and tomorrow im back to work..what ive been up to?WALA! hahaha..
♥hooked up in front of my laptop trying to find the cheapest airfare for our holiday..yes, its not only me..its all of us..happy family.. una lang kme ni mama and jd ng one month cguro..to all my friends, wait for me, im coming..lapit na!
♥was accepted for my car loan but unfortunately, i cant have the car now because i still got my provisional licensce, im still waiting for my full licensce to arrive before i can get the car..huhuhu!
♥im due for my eyesight test next week..got told off of my optician by not wearing my eyeglasses..silly cow! so, after my eyesight test, i must wear it regularly..kht na ayoko.. .
♥applied for another job, i had my first interview this afternoon..they gonna call me again for a final interview..
♥went to the bank to upgrade my card to a service card.
♥the most important thing i did while im off at work?clean my room..hahaha! too much rubbish. like letters and everything..hay!
well, enough of this shitnezz..just want to update all of you and my blog..have'nt blog for quite a while..because..im LAZY nga e..hmp! till next time.
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Friday, 8 February 2008
U P D A T E.
two days ago i posted a blog on my multiply saying that im looking for a sony psp slim and lite yellow in color, and because i know that its a limited edition, i had a hard time looking for it on ebay and amazon. one of my friends, paowee, found one and it costs 299euros, i asked for the conversion and in sterling pounds it costs £290 something, so i thought, oh maybe its not yet time for me to buy because ryt now, im trying to save money.this afternoon, we went to toys r us. my mom bought my son jd a toy, and when i went to the gadgets section, guess what? they have the yellow psp! i was thrilled. it only costs £180. imagine, i can save up to £100 if ever. but again, not now. maybe some other time before i go home in the philippines.and yes, its for me. im childish! paki mo?! :p Labels: updates
