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    Thursday, 17 July 2008
    discover you, what you do and trust it. | 2 hits


    I’ve been hurt extensively by people in my past. I constantly silently question everyone's move, everyone's look and everyone's motive,. It’s like I’m expecting everybody to hurt me, so I just look for the proof of it. I dont want to live this way anymore. I want to be true and I want to be happy.

    After being hurt so badly by people who I trusted and cared for more than most others in my life, I learned that in the process of trying to heal and learning to trust others once again you have to do a lot of letting go. Once I realized this, it became a lot easier.

    It was very hard at first when I realized I had to cleanse my life of the people who hurt me severly enough to cause me to break my trust in others.
    Once you let go of these people, it opens up new freedom with new people in your life that are worthy of your trust.

    I promise every day for the rest of my life to learn to trust again. I want to wake up every day knowing that today is the day i feel more trust for the people i love, One day at a time is all it takes. To appreciate all the moments i have with my loved ones. As every day goes by, i will look back and be thankful that i had this time and had/have love/loved unconditionally. Never look back at the past that hurt. Leave it behind. Look only to the present and the future , and enjoy what you have in life to be thankful for.

    Now that ive learned to trust again, I am considering this goal complete because I do trust people more. i’m starting to think that it is better to falsly trust than to never trust anyone.

    I’m amazed at how much more trusting I am now, than I was even a couple of months ago. Dispite my distrust, my anxiety and breakdowns, "someone" stood by me and my faith in people has grown tremendously. I’m not scared to be away, and the fear he’ll find someone better the minute my back is turned is gone.

    I still get upset too easily, and I still let things get to me that I should just brush off, and that bothers me. It’s like letting the ones who mistreated me continue to gain victories. But things are so much better for me… I can finally honestly say that I am trusting once again and im lovin' the feelin'.

    cross posted from my multiply blog :)



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