Sunday, 3 August 2008
hair galore!$BlogItemTitle$> |
its only half way of 2008 and ive already had my hair cut for 4x
. i know, im such a loser when it comes to my hair. I easily get bored with it. Eversince, my hair's long and straight. so, i decided to experiment on it. And this was the outcome..
this was taken january of 2008
1st of august 2008see how vain am i when it comes to my hair
? because i believe that every woman's hair is their crowning glory
.. that's why there's no room for a bad hair day.. and with those pictures, you can see my transformation.. like pa tweetums to a full grown woman.
so, whatcha think?
Labels: events, life, personal
Friday, 1 August 2008
nice to see you again$BlogItemTitle$> |
weng - my college friend from FEU. she's my billiard mate and coffee buddy during my college days at FEU. I.T graduate and a former toyota commonwealth employee. but now she's based in dubai and a flight stewardess at EMIRATES. she's really gone a long way. im so proud of her and i missed her. that's why when she told me that she has a flight here in heathrow. i grabbed the opportunity to see her coz she's only staying for 24 hours.
its nice to see you gurl. till next time and i hoped its in dubai naman. :))
Thursday, 24 July 2008
I CANT BELIEVE IT! IM NEARLY TWENTY FIVE :( ANOTHER YEAR OLDER. IM EXCITED AND YET NERVOUS. I DONT KNOW WHY. MAYBE, IM JUST WORRIED ABOUT THE THINGS THAT WILL COME MY WAY. AT THE MO, THINGS ARE DOING GREAT. I HAVE FRIENDS AROUND, I HAVE MY FAMILY, MY SON AND MY HEART IS IN HEAVEN. I COULDNT ASK FOR MORE REALLY. THE ONLY THING/GIFT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY IS MY BRITISH PASSPORT! :)
SO MANY THINGS/PEOPLE TO BE THANKFUL FOR. BUT ILL DO THAT ON MY NEXT BLOG.
YIPEE! GUYS, SAVE UP NA FOR THE GIFTS.. HAHAHA :)))
PLANS? NOTHING YET. ADVICE?!
Labels: events, personal
Wednesday, 23 July 2008
london getaway!$BlogItemTitle$> |
cheers to good life!!!
Having friends around makes me feel that im so blessed in this not so good world. fun times, good times, laughs and silly conversations with friends makes up the emptiness and loneliness of being away from someone you love. i feel relaxed and confident everytime im with them. i can be myself. i can be at my worst. i can be cruel, i can be a bitch
, meaning i can say watever i want to say with no hesitations! i can be as bad as i wanna be.
i love them to bits.
The original plan was to go to the filipino barrio fiesta, but unfortunately, it was cancelled for some effin reason. but since, we're all booked to go there na, we decided to "ok, lets just go there to parrrty and have some fun
". it was a blast!
i arrived saturday morning. they were all ngarag and wasted.
hahaha! kc naman friday night palang, rumampa na sila. they were all drunk and didnt sleep at all.
oh my God! look at bru,he's so wasted..hahaha. love you bru!
and c kai, todo pose pa rin. they asked me for some time para maka sleep cla.. but u know me, im so loud.
ndi ko cla pinabayaang matulog! cyempre, sayang ang time..hahaha
Around 12pm we decided to go na and have lunch na at a chinese resto. eat all you can ang drama nmin.. pano ba nmn, we're all starving.
food was nice and tasty.. and the best part? its affordable!
After lunch, we parted ways.. me, ken and kai went to oxford, for their boy hunting session..
sila lang ha.. d ako nag boy hunting! i window shopped for something na ndi ko nkita. hahaha. kai and ken went home first, because sobrang pagod na cla. ken, wasnt feeling very well. so, naiwan ako mgisa sa oxford.. imagine, me walking alone at oxford? musta nmn yun?
sumakit lng nmn paa ko at nahilo ako kakahanap ng damit for the gimik that night and ang ending.. wala akong nabili! i went home around, 7pm with jane and franz. bought some dinner at mcdo and starbucks. 8pm they started to prepare na for the gimik.. just when everybody's ready na, kabog! i had an accident! i injured my right wrist because of that fuckin' broken window at the hotel.
it was so painful. i cried :( but since, they love me, they helped me naman all night. thanks guys!
Well, kahit injured, i need to go out pa rin.. sayang ang pinunuta sa london :) isa pa, i dont wanna mess their night. its our night!
we went to ON ANON bar at picadilly, the place was ok but the ventilation.. crap! fresh na fresh pagpunta don at paglabas mga basang sisiw na..hahaha! we stayed there for 1 hour cguro and the rest was outside, trafalgar square, photoshooting.. wahahaha!
next day was my last day, it was a sunday. the plan was to go to jeff's house. kai's friend. its his bday. kahit injured go pa rin.. walang choice. last day ko e.. isa pa, bday yun e.. hahaha! i enjoyed naman. they're all nice people. accomodating and well mannered. Thank God for new found friends!
That's it. my weekend at london. fun times, good times and new friends!
FRIENDSHIP is the comfort that comes from knowing that even you feel all alone, you are'nt.
Labels: friendship, life, updates
Thursday, 17 July 2008
discover you, what you do and trust it.$BlogItemTitle$> |
I’ve been hurt extensively by people in my past. I constantly silently question everyone's move, everyone's look and everyone's motive,
. It’s like I’m expecting everybody to hurt me, so I just look for the proof of it. I dont want to live this way anymore. I want to be true and I want to be happy.
After being hurt so badly by people who I trusted and cared for more than most others in my life, I learned that in the process of trying to heal and learning to trust others once again you have to do a lot of letting go
. Once I realized this, it became a lot easier.
It was very hard at first when I realized I had to cleanse my life of the people who hurt me severly enough to cause me to break my trust in others.
Once you let go of these people, it opens up new freedom with new people in your life that are worthy of your trust.I promise every day for the rest of my life to learn to trust again. I want to wake up every day knowing that today is the day i feel more trust for the people i love, One day at a time is all it takes
. To appreciate all the moments i have with my loved ones. As every day goes by, i will look back and be thankful that i had this time and had/have love/loved unconditionally. Never look back at the past that hurt. Leave it behind. Look only to the present and the future , and enjoy what you have in life to be thankful for.
Now that ive learned to trust again, I am considering this goal complete because I do trust people more. i’m starting to think that it is better to falsly trust than to never trust anyone.
I’m amazed at how much more trusting I am now, than I was even a couple of months ago. Dispite my distrust, my anxiety and breakdowns, "someone" stood by me and my faith in people has grown tremendously. I’m not scared to be away, and the fear he’ll find someone better the minute my back is turned is gone.
I still get upset too easily, and I still let things get to me that I should just brush off, and that bothers me. It’s like letting the ones who mistreated me continue to gain victories. But things are so much better for me… I can finally honestly say that I am trusting once again and im lovin' the feelin'.
cross posted from my multiply blog :)
Labels: love and relationship.
Wednesday, 16 July 2008
surreal but nice.$BlogItemTitle$> |
Being a single mom can be very lonely. After a full day with my son or work
, i find myself alone in the evening with no one to share your high and lows of the day. No one to share getting up in the night when your child wakes with a temperature, no one to go on holiday with and no one to share financial/parental responsibility
. It can be tough and most single mums do a fantastic job under the circumstances.
being a single mom, i need to work to support my kiddo
. i always make sure that im always there for him. i believe that spending quality time is more important than spending quantity time :)
now that im on the process of getting my anullment, i dont start turning my son to hate his father. although things didnt work between us, it doesnt mean that i have to restrain him for being a father. he's still jd's dad and that's a fact.
i do take care of my finances now. Bec being on a financial crisis is the last thing on my mind.
Being a single mom is my choice, in the future if ever my son's gonna ask me questions, i will never hide it from him
. but of course, no bad words!
this is the funny part, i know sometimes single moms tend to be overprotective and im one of them.
ok, i will not be over protective of him but please, i dont want to be a grandmom by the age of 40. hahaha
a single mom needs to be both a mother and a father. i have to play both roles simultaneously
. i pamper him as a mother and i scold him (sometimes) as a father.I love how powerful and competent I feel, knowing I'm doing a very tough job all by myself, completely solo, and that i'm THRIVING. :)
Labels: life, personal, updates
Thursday, 26 June 2008
always seeing the glass as half full.$BlogItemTitle$> |
...Life is filled with choices: what to eat, what movie to watch, where to go. Easy, right?! But if the choices to make were who to love and whom to give yourself to, it becomes difficult. Would you choose security or happiness?...
...SECURITY doesn't guarantee happiness, but HAPPINESS gives security because it gives you reasons to stay, to love, to smile. Whatever the risks may be, you know it's gonna be worth it...
" Leaving a love you've suddenly outgrown can be heartbreaking.. But it also shows you're strong enough to walk away from a relationship that no longer makes you happy.. Moving out of your comfort zone can be downright scary, but it also proves just how brave you are to take on the unknown.. You always do a little growing up every time you do a little letting go.. "
Labels: love and relationship., personal